| i should be cleaning. |
[Feb. 14th, 2007|09:51 pm] |
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| | beth orton - thinking about tommorow | ] |
today is valentines day. at first i was bothered by the fact that i dont have a boyfriend to share it with, but as the day went on i realized that ive got some really good friends and thats just as good. ive gotten a few things accomplished since my last post. ive been doing most of my hw and im working on trying to relax and enjoy life. so far its going well. (knock on wood)
im finally ordering my class ring and im arranging to take some friendship pictures.
with some fine ass women of mine
:)
besides all of the candy in my stomach, im feeling pretty good about things.
peace. |
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| continuation of previous entry. |
[Feb. 10th, 2007|09:03 pm] |
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| | dido - sand in my shoes | ] |
so i blew my diet. bigggg time. im not surprised.
today was my first day of work and i dont think ive hated anything more.
other than school maybe.
my cat chewed through my ipod charger, therefore i have no ipod.
my grades are lower. my progress report is awful.
i lost my cell phone and i have to pay for a new one.
moms boyfriend left but took mom with him.
i sort of miss her.
all in all, things definetly did not pick up.
like i hoped they would. |
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[Feb. 4th, 2007|01:05 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | stars: calendar girl | ] |
diet is in progress as of today. lets see how long i last.
homework is haunting me. i have way too much to do.
college orientation this weekend went well. its been all i can think about.
as for my job - sucking quite a bit. i start this weekend so maybe things will pick up.
grades need to be higher, too.
moms boyfriend is in town mmm fun. he's the epitimy of my frustration.
counting down the days until he leaves.
and until summer.
ive got quite a long way to go. |
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| never take friendships personally. |
[Feb. 1st, 2007|08:58 pm] |
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| | doves - snowden | ] |
she got the apology that i deserved. your off fucking your boyfriend everyday and getting straight a's in your virtual school. everythings fine.
move to fucking london.
i dont give a damn.
jkl;uiofdsajfklsda.
damnitttttttt. |
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| and you think that you finally found a place of your own. |
[Jan. 30th, 2007|10:50 pm] |
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| | procrastinating | ] |
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| | tegan & sara - downtown | ] |
these past few days have been overwhelmingly busy. i've had more arguments in a span of three days than i ever care to have in my life. ive also had to apologize more times than i feel a person should in one day.
school keeps getting harder and i obviously dont know the first thing about managing my time wisely. history fair is due tommorow and guess who hasnt started. its 11. fuck me.
there are a few people that i miss dearly.
i wish that we would call each other and get together.
like we usually promise. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2006|09:08 pm] |
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| | jason mraz - plane | ] |
i think that this sunday was the best sunday i've ever had. which is strange considering i hate sundays because they mean one step closer to ending the weekends :( me and amelia decided to wake up really early and go to the pier and watch the sunrise. which requires me getting up at like 5:45 am to drive to her house, pick her up, and make our way to the beach in time. we finally arrive after a hyper/delerious drive, the sun is shining for a good 10 minutes. we took a lot of really cool pictures, but then two huge ass clouds came and covered it up. so we left, got paneras and chilled in my car in the parking lot trying to figure out what to do, while again taking really funny pictures.(i'm not going to keep saying that we took funny pictures, because we took pictures the whole time with amelias sweet camera) ehh.. i dont feel like explaining the rest of the day. but it was pure bliss. it makes me realize how much i miss her.
when i got home, i decided to take a bubble bath cause i was disgusting and salty. which was wonderfullllllllllll. i'm not even lying it should be a required task for everyone to do at least once a week.
but school is tommorow (i will kill everyone) and i must get started on my geometry homework.
love. |
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| can we last through the winter? |
[Oct. 28th, 2006|12:05 am] |
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| | copeland - when paula sparks | ] |
things are pretty shitty right now. i'm trying to get through a few things but as time goes on i'm finding it harder and harder. i'm trying to be a good supporting friend and be there for them but its really hard when your watching your bond that was once the most beautiful thing in the world, just stop suddenly.
i'm too confused for life. this is a little much to take on right now so i could be speaking from the overwhelmed part of me. i dont know whats different between the right and the wrong decision. it just kills me that they dont see whats happening. you seem genuinely upset and sorry, but i just cant find it in me to believe you.
if i could turn back time, and erase that one day. that one moment out of all of the things i could change it would be that one second when we both made that decision. together. that moment when we both thought would bring us closer but i had no idea it was going to tear apart this much.
this fuckin sucks.
just know that i love you and will always love you.
i just dont know how much more i can handle.
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| i deserve a high five. |
[Oct. 22nd, 2006|07:13 pm] |
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| | hellogoodbye - here in your arms | ] |
this weekend was wonderful. friday night was my last night working at marble slab. hooray! i'm super excited to find a better job and soon. saturday night i went to the beach with kate which was fun as usual. then today, i did laundry and a few other chores but went to visit jessica @ keva juice. i miss her so fucking much its unbelievable. she told me to apply there and work with her, so thats exactly what i'm doing once i get off livejournal. that would be sweet if we could work together.
unfortunatly school starts tommorow and i'm in no mood to do work.
report card was pretty good. one D but its okay cause its getting fixed after i do grade recovery.
peace
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| journal II |
[Oct. 20th, 2006|11:11 pm] |
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| | tired. | ] |
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| | sufjan stevens - the dress looks nice on you | ] |
Alright, it has certainly been a while since I've been on livejournal. As you all know, myspace has taken over the world, basically, being one of the reasons I haven't been on here that much. And the fact that my life has changed so much since I was last here, including being busier and busier as life goes on. I'm going to try and make this entry an intresting one since it's going to be my first one in a looooong time.
Things right now are pretty 'gray'. There not terrible, but there not amazing. I think I've noticed changes in everyone and myself more than I have ever. I don't think these are nessicarily bad changes, just changes in general. I don't feel like commenting more on this subject...
I doubt anyone will read this because everyones busy having a myspace and better yet, a life. But I will continue to post because it's a good way to vent.
I'm off to bed. Tonight was a bust, the costume ball was horrible.
But Stacey and Stephanie made it worth while.
With the help of dunkin donuts too.
Goodnight to all.
-Casey |
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